.Monday, March 3, 2008 ' 11:04 AM Y
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harloows(: i'm gonna blog about my sat & sun.
i had my sat as the sweetest day, yet my sun was deadly disastrous.
right, sat 1st then ((:
i went out at 10.30am in the morning.
cos kiiats & i had planned to watch "The Leap Years" at 1130am.
well, pretty nice :D after that we went to eat.
ya kun kaya toast, delifrance, swensens. whr shld we eat? lols.
in the end we went to swensens. hehes. ate ice cream there :D
then we went to sengkang area at abt 3plus.
he has got quite a lot of maths hmwk mahhs.
& i'm gonna teach him ! wakakaks :D
after that blahs blahs blahs ~~
headed back to northpoint at 6pm.
walk walk, i seriously enjoy shopping alone. loools. =x
at 8plus, i met henry korr. he passed me my present ! YAY !! :]]
then dinner at mac with siyu & siming.
at about 10plus, we went to ahhyi house just to pass key to her.
awwws, & i was back home at 11plus.
loools. i just spent 13hrs outside ! =xx
okays, now sunday. hmm.
early in the morning, i woke & went to QSN.
hahas, i just love to go there.
now i am a permanent tutor of sec 2, great right?
cos kiiats is sec 2 too ! hehes. =x
i tutored mingxian maths ((:
not bad okays? he learned, hahas. xP
i reached home at 2pm & went marina straight.
reached there at about 3pm, joined my sis & xiaoyi in kBox.
after tt, eunice & eryi joined us too.
we sang till 6pm. then go walk walk.
hmmm, cos walking with them was quite siians.
i told them i'd want to walk alone to see my things.
i'm independent yea? hahas. xP
after tt we me tgt again just to eat. i ate subway(:
2 ahhyis and i started to have a gd chat. hahas.
little did i know that sis actually made my day disastrous.
for no reason, she started blabbing about kiiats. wad the?!
she said all sort of un-nice things to describe me & kiiats.
OH PLEASE, she doesn't know anything.
so for wad, talks like she knows everything. such a crap.
yes, offended ! that's what i felt. filled with anger but was helpless.
with those feelings, tears ran down my cheeks uncontrollably.
i so much didnt want that to happen.
i wanted myself to scolded back. but i know .. i couldn't.
okays, yea. she did say sorry, but wads the use?
you peirce my heart & say sorry? FOR WAD ? suckers.
while i cried, thousands of things crossed my mind.
i know that's what i'll be facing through the rest of my years,
if i were to continue to be with kiiats; blind people who say NO to us.
and in the bus, i finally let it out ! for once, i shouted to her in the bus.
"yes, i'm dating a boy who is younger than me, SO WHAT?"
( FYI, i haven even stead with him, just hanging out with him. )
and i continued "DAMN IT!"
for the 1st time,, i wanted so much to shout "F*** IT", & surprisingly, it was TO YOU, my sis.
my days had been so nice & carefree untill yst.
which i cried so much. DAM THEM ALL ; CURSES ~
if you love me & respect me, please accept us.
if you dun wish to accept, just get out of my world.
if u'd like to be a busybody & talk abt this, do it behind my back.
i guess shaoweii will be the very 1st person to support me.
he knows nth abt it, but will say "shiqi if u think its right, then go ahead.(:"
nahhs, i didnt guarantee he would say that, but i guess so :D
all this things might happen again and again.
cos i know many pple out there disagree with the fact of jie di lian.
well, i gonna fight it. me & kiiats gonna fight it.
# bless; acceptance.
` simplliesx33shiqi
